About Julie Cloutier

I have lived both traps. And I found the way out of both.

For years, I worked hard, pushed further, and attached my sense of safety to money and achievement. Effort was my religion. Worth was something I had to earn every day. 

Then I swung to the other extreme. I retreated into solitude and simplicity. Less participation. Less desire. Less striving. I did not have a name for what was happening — I only knew that money and achievement were not it. But I had not yet found what was. 

Years before all of this, something had already been quietly cracking open. During a game with friends, I admitted something most people never say out loud: I do not know myself. Not as a crisis. As a genuine recognition. That I could only discover who I truly am through living fully with everyone and everything.  There was a subtle realisation that we are not separate from our experience.

That question planted a seed. 

In 2020, my father died and emptied what remained of the identity I had been carrying. And in that emptiness, I saw something I could not unsee. 

The striving and the withdrawal were both beliefs. The lack was a belief. The sacrifice was a belief. None of it was real.  

What I am, what you are,   is not a person in need of fixing. It is pure awareness, already free, temporarily identified with a story. That seeing changes everything. Not a life where you sacrifice presence for money. Not a life where you sacrifice money for presence.

Both. Fully. Without compromise. 

Today, I have been in a loving partnership for over 25 years. I travel for pleasure and inspiration. I am paid beautifully to do what feels completely natural. And I walk my golden retriever Ginger every morning, delivering truth bombs to whoever is ready to hear them. The Ginger Walk, daily on YouTube.

I am not special. I did nothing extraordinary. I am an ordinary person who freed herself from both traps — and that is precisely why this works. 

You do not have to choose between presence and abundance.
I am living proof.

Where to begin:

Enter Free — join The Conscious Creator community and discover what becomes possible when you stop consenting to what you are not.

The Private Session — come as you are. This is where we meet.

The Inner Circle — go deeper. You know who you are. You are ready to show up as that, publicly, fully, and on your own terms.

The Self Sovereign —  a six-week alchemical container for those ready to live in self sovereignty, fiercely and tenderly, without dividing themselves.

From the Field — written transmissions from direct lived experience. For those who want to go deeper in their own time.